I miss and missed

I miss when the days that ended in "y not"
I miss the soothing chill to a heated day
I miss the mindset of a boy not instead of thinking like a calloused man
I miss texts just saying "I'm thinking about you" instead all the one-worded or unanswered ones I send to your number.
I miss having someone hold me
I miss that one person I could depend on, the application process for this is elaborate and taxing
I miss the friends who have your back, especially the ones not secretly holding the sharp objects you didn't know they possessed
I miss hugs from my father
I miss hugs from my dad
I miss the institution of a relationship
I miss making my bed, now all i do is make a neat pile on my mattress
I miss college, damn do i miss college
I miss my grandma, there's nothing like her anymore, may she continue to rest in peace
I miss my grandpa, wish i knew him better
I miss my grandfather, im glad we were close
I miss Joanne, she was truly one of a kind
I miss my "so-called" best friends, although they proved to be the best at being the worst
I miss my cousins, we all used to be so close, now we're grown and its all a memory it seems
I miss the days where I was the reason you smile, not him
I miss SLEEP. I am in limbo, insomnia haunts me, and I'm trying to get back to my lost love of temporal unconscious vegetation.
I miss 90's Nickelodeon
I miss Sega Genesis, id play it if I could right now real talk
I miss chasing the ice cream truck. Nobody better dare me LOL

I miss the days when i was missed....



I missed the part where it was ok to be a baby daddy
I missed the Simpsons because of Family Guy
I missed your phone call
I missed your phone calls
I missed the days where I never had a worry
I missed the days where I wouldn't have to question
I missed where you could get mad at me for the mistakes of someone else
I missed how that was my problem
I missed going to the movies to see 'The Princess and the Frog', i like kids movies
I missed the playfulness in your voice even though you say its there :-/
I missed you
I missed my mom while she was in the hospital, although i was there with here more than half of the 2 weeks she was there, I missed her spirit, glad she has it back now
I missed the point of the last episode of 'The Sopranos'

Im missing nothing