~Consistency~

Consistency

Is difference see

Its all about what it is to me

I find it to be

Unbelievably

Something that ill never see

Theres en emptiness

An empty mess

I caused it myself

Yet there’s another to stress

I want the best

I get the best

And then they end up like all the rest

This emptiness

This sweater vest

It’s a decent shirt that’s missing the rest

Its out of style

Been that way for awhile

Yet it’s always the source of that jaded smile

I wanted what I wanted

I want them to be flaunted

But my past is the demon; my present consistently haunted

What matters, matters

What shatters scatters

I hear the pieces, pitter and patter

There’s a small collection

The past affections

The old connections

Any permanent? Good question

Unresolved

Puzzles evolve

Mountains on hills roll off

Yet the burdens never crawl off

They’re the consistency

The end of the mist that we never see

The never forgiving me

Blinding me

One day the consistency will stop finding me