Wednesday, September 4, 2013

~Consistency~


Consistency
Is difference see
Its all about what it is to me
I find it to be
Unbelievably
Something that ill never see
Theres en emptiness
An empty mess
I caused it myself
Yet there’s another to stress
I want the best
I get the best
And then they end up like all the rest
This emptiness
This sweater vest
It’s a decent shirt that’s missing the rest
Its out of style
Been that way for awhile
Yet it’s always the source of that jaded smile
I wanted what I wanted
I want them to be flaunted
But my past is the demon; my present consistently haunted
What matters, matters
What shatters scatters
I hear the pieces, pitter and patter
There’s a small collection
The past affections
The old connections
Any permanent? Good question
Unresolved
Puzzles evolve
Mountains on hills roll off
Yet the burdens never crawl off
They’re the consistency
The end of the mist that we never see
The never forgiving me
Blinding me
One day the consistency will stop finding me