IN, For Good....

Never had a love w/out last on my heart this long
Different lyrics, verses and beats, yet its all the same song
Its been months since a whisper of despair in that voice
Couldn't forget, but id let go if that were my choice
My nature and instinct has conflicted with my actions
This is not a physical or mental but a soul's attraction
Never needed to shape this in any way
The only thing I'd mold is an arrangement to make that luminous half stay
Life's unfair?A selfish and narrow-minded conclusion
To be in complete control of such an intense outcome: a bitter delusion
Soft hands, sweet lips and inside smiles
Forever walking my mind's wishful aisle
Enchanted by the intelligence of a connection not meant for understanding
Returning me to myself, whatever that maybe, is what I am demanding
A man apart, a life apart, a partial part.
I'm not just yearning to make love, but art.
Times change and so does the game
But like my heart and decisions, the more things change, the more they stay the same....